Asking Life, Asking Lead

Hey, life..

What are you?

I mean, what was the essential of you? I whispered and gasped one time..

Here I am, a little 'chicken' who start something which everyone call as 'life'..

a little 'chicken' who try to be 'human'..

until one time on my past..

a wise man said to me, 'life' is 'lead'..

whenever you thing you were alive, on that time you were a leader.

 

So what kind of leader am I?

I was a follower actually..

I followed everyone whom I think he/she was good enough, cool enough, smart or good-looking enough.

I was a kind of perfect follower indeed.

 

On that time, i think about a shitty thing..

Life is Lead indeed, but Life is Follow indeed..

every leader was a follower before..

we just looked for something or even someone to follow..

 

The point was..

follower was not always a bad thing..

we just have found a right path to follow, a good way to learn..

Until one day,

on my simply dialogue with Allah on my pray,

I wish that I could get a good leader, a great doer or a nice listener on my teamwork 

if I cant be a great leader yet..

 

and yes, of course.. He gave me a granted..I always get a good one.

I don't always get a good person to be my kind of leader.

but .. meet up with people, person to person, someone's mistakes, my own mistakes..

They gave me a good way to learn.

to be a 'chicken' who try to be a leader. 

Just lead my own self, firstly..